so,okay,it's been tough to stay in hiatus (I still am! LOL FAIL) so since I am now able to atleast turn on my lappie and use it carefully,I'mma write a very short story of my life in the last year to fill up the gap left by my deleting pretty much everything in my gallery,journal and profile.
let's start with last summer. I knew a guy - let's call him dave.WHICH IS HIS REAL NAME,JUST TRANSLATED IN ENGLISH - and we got together.this made my life better.I started getting out and be a normal child and stuff;I've been happy,I started understanding myself better and blah blah SAPPY LOVE STORY. last summer,I drew pretty much nothing,but I joined my first and favotire rp group on DA #Tatakai-Club which gave me a lot of motivation (I shall thank all of the great people I met there and excuse for disappearing so suddenly).
then summer ended LOL. I started school. third year in Italian highschool is SO FUCKING HARD. but I still joined a mmorpg which ate up all of my fucking time (but I must GO PLAY AGAIN AS I GET A NEW LAPPIE) and started rping on skype as well,with a group of friends.I've been lazy and drew almost nothing digitally,but I always kept drawing traditionally;I joined a comic school which I recently finished and learnt a lot - but I never showed anything of all of this on my online life. WHY?
In the second part of the year - which actually means since march 2013 LOL - .....i got into hiatus. I started (and I am currently struggling to finish) a comic. I've been having problems with dave.I've been having health problems - you didn't ask,but stuff such as migraine,frequent hypoglicaemia,not eating,reasonless tummy-ache,loss of weight. and i've been unhappy. and I started,with my former skype-rp friends,this sort of group where..we're friends..and we do stuff together.I re-started reading,which was something I had sort of forgotten to do (but still my damaged writing skills remained as awful as they got).oh and I started trying to learn how to play the drums,even though I'm not serious about it (while dave is,alot - yknow he's a drummer).
I think I said everything.in more or less one month,I'll get a new lappie and I'll be a good kid this summer.right now,struggling with the need to delete this accound which stinks of old stuff,I'll get myself to post something traditional with the aim in the close future to open serious commissions.
my actual problem is that I want to change myself.it's a good thing sometimes,but sometimes it's not.as I've heard sometime ago,there is no such thing as small change especially when you talk about me,which is also the reason why I'm scared of losing people close to me.another problem with me is that i have no money though. LOL
I LIKE CLOSING SERIOUS STUFF WITH A LAUGH SO LAUGH YOU PEASANTS